SaumyaRants

 Don't have expectations. Take life as it comes. Be kind. Gratitude is the only thing that guarantees happiness. Don't hate. Don't give that kind of negativity a home in you. You can strive for your goals while enjoying the journey. In today's busy modern world, it's very easy to get into the 'hustle' mentality, it's very easy to get into the "If I'm not working I'm wasting time."mentality. Not. True. Beauty standards are literally the most shallow and temporary thing ever. In the west, people get surgery for squarer jawlines, in the east, for rounder. Don't judge yourself by them. Forgive, but don't forget. You cannot make everybody happy. That's it. Like I said, it's a short life I have had. I'm really sorry for the late post, I'm already running out of ideas to write about. Feel free to give your suggestions in the comments~

 I have two environments where I have friends. In school, and in the Sahajayoga centre. It is a meditation technique for those who don't know. We are making a video of a bhajan for Navratri, and just a few days ago, I met a lot of my friends for practice. We call the kids in Sahajayoga balshakti, btw. We talked and giggled and ran around. It was very fun and very much wished for, for a long time. I remember my father holding me in his arms and spinning me around when I was little. I definitely remember how much I loved it. My favourite thing about meeting them was that now I'm big and strong enough to pick up my younger friends (10 or younger) and spin them around. I love seeing the grins and laughter in their faces.  Don't worry, I do it safely, the same way my father used to. This was  a relatively small post for my blog, but I hope you still like it.

 It is the weekend so I might as well post. A few months ago, I wrote something which, uh, well, wasn't a story. It was a poem or song. Yesterday, I wrote another one. I do not that feel proud of them, but my parents insisted I posted them.   High School  Good luck and break a leg! Youre in high school now! Am I really supposed to be breaking something now? cuz the only things thats breaking these days is my head I wake up at 8, actually waking up at two Sleepily attending all my classes from hindi to history.. But i think teens need more hours of sleep than six, don't you? Am i really even trying my best at this point? its a mystery.. I guess this is my high school life now.. is there even any use being sad? is there anything else covid and school will allow? well, at least my birthday was rad.. I procrastinate a bit, doing homework and studying for tests Which seem neverending, just like my desire to quit I feel like I'm tired of living, just sleeping and eating, When act

I have a very, very big obsession with music, and it's not going away anytime soon. I seldom find myself losing interest in things. I may find new things I love, but that doesn't mean I don't love the previous things anymore. I think my favourite thing about music is how you can listen to it while doing anything else. Reading books, watching youtube videos, movies, or a series, and drawing are things that need you to  dedicate all your attention to them. You can  listen to music while doing all of these things, and only listen to it too. To say I have a diverse music taste would be an understatement. My current spotify playlists are Sahajayoga, Indian Classical, Cool Music, Slow Stuff, Fast Stuff, Rap, Hindi,  Japanese, Kpop Girl Group, and Old Songs. I am listening to lofi as I write this post. Needless to say, I was delighted when I got two sets of earphones on my birthday. The cheaper one having a better sound, ironically. I am known to get super quiet as soon as I sit i